In closing

  I thought it might be nice to provide a list of the books that remain in publication in order of the dates published, first to last.


Sentience

A Sentient Perspective

Beauty & Fiction

Millennium

Book 6

The Sentient Struggle For Transformation

This And That

The Bane of Mankind

Ten

The History That Counts

Infini Entendre

Human

Fusion 

Sentience Part II: Childhood's End


The last two provide the most comprehensive perspective on the whole bewildering complexity of our madness.  I would recommend reversing the order.  Childhood's End may prepare you best for Fusion. They cover everything of import except the long journey to arrive at clarity and the many minor clues.  


Rutting coitus trains men to become selfish, lie, seek conquest, and remain animals.  Loving coitus teaches men to be Human.


The human race has overcome everything but its own insanity.  There is no greater puzzle.  I unraveled it all.



The Great Narrative

The Great Narrative

There remains a gaping hole in the Great Narrative of Humanity that prevents humanity from attaining a sane, sentient state.  That gaping hole causes the madness, the dystopia, wreaks all the havoc.

 

Trajectory of Life

  Sentience, Conscious Awareness, and the Trajectory of Life

Before the human race, evolution was exclusively a matter of genetics.  With humanity, Nature introduced conscious awareness, which creates an unsurpassed way in which a sentient race can improve itself and everything around it.  It is evolution on a sentient scale through application of conscious awareness.  

        We no longer need genetic changes to improve into a sane, sentient state.  We need to use the tools and skills that Nature has already provided.

The advent of conscious awareness (sentience) extends the Trajectory of Life and provides a tool to improve and renew life.  

So far, it has driven prehumanity mad because it remains more animal than Human.

Nature has left humanity to evolve itself beyond the bounds that just genes can provide.  Taking the reins for ourselves, as Nature intended, has bewildered prehumanity.  Until now.

Before humanity, thought was limited.  It remained a feeble representation of awareness until the advent of humanity.  It remains less than required for a sentient race because of the gaping hole in the Great Narrative.

Attaining sentience, isn't like flipping a switch.  The heightened intellect and conscious awareness that comprise our sentience have been developing for hundreds of thousands of years and continues to improve.  It is an ongoing effort.  Clarity has yet to make its appearance.  We remain blinded by reality as well as blinded to reality.

Lofty concepts like love, peace, and noble characteristics can take us into intriguing realms.  But, these very Human characteristics remain stunted and blunted by the stupour of the animal.  Unfettered conscious awareness, clarity, is necessary for humanity to succeed as a sentient race.  As long as we let anything remain purposely obscured, we will remain in the stupour of the animal.  

Our conscious awareness has remained constrained, befuddled and bewildered.  A natural desire for a sentient race is to seek clarity and, yet, we have avoided it with considerable effort (see post titled 90%).

Conscious awareness allows us to question, "what is?" and extrapolate further by asking the question, "what can be?"  These concepts are further refined by asking the question, "what if?"

So far, we have remained stuck on the idea of "can we?"  There is no doubt.  We can do whatever we desire, from destroying all life on Earth to molding life on Earth into something tremendous.

These abstract ideas and ideals mean nothing on their own.  Reason, which humanity was also gifted, can and should complement the effort.  It has yet to show itself.  Irrationality still rules.  Clarity remains disabled, overwhelmed by nonsense that should not exist.  We have, so far, willingly avoided clarity.

If, in the overall scheme of life, an idea is attractive but the results remain tentative, we retain the idea, attempt to refine it, and study its potential and validity versus circumstances.

Concepts, like love, peace, and noble characteristics(e.g. honor, integrity, dignity, grace, elegance, generosity, compassion, etc) have mostly proven unworkable, so far.  Though they hold promise, more and more they have become labeled as wishful thinking because our conscious awareness remains witlessly handicapped, constrained.  Our conscious awareness has mostly only interpreted what our animal ancestry and legacy has presented.  All because we could not face one discrepancy of the animal's existence.

Our conscious awareness became increasingly capable around three millennia ago.  The circumstances humanity was forced to confront exceeded our capacity to comprehend and adapt as a sentient race at the time.  We have since become fixated on avoiding that which is relentlessly revealed by our sentient awareness.  Each generation has the same questions and has become humbled into witless acceptance 

Irrationality continues to prevail.  Once accepted, irrational explanations are extremely difficult to vanquish because they are irrational.  They obscure clarity by justifying nonsense.  Irrationality continues to build on the deceits we told ourselves long ago, warping our existence further, until we finally peer through the fog we created due to our past.

Our inability to achieve those higher ideals is due to a single irrational concept accepted long ago. "We are only human."  More exactly, we are only prehuman.  There was only one situation that caused us to accept this most irrational concept.

Humanity never gained respect for itself due to a crucial realization of our conscious awareness long before we could interpret it correctly.  That has inhibited humanity's sentient ideals.  The current state of coitus contains both a lie and a truth.  We rejected the truth and accepted the lie.  The lie is that everything is fine with coitus.  The truth is that Humanity can improve the state of coitus into a loving Human event.

Our conscious awareness was duped.  We became convinced that we are no more than a sophisticated and dangerous animal.  In other words, "we are only human", which, once we gain clarity, will be expressed as, "they were only animals." (past tense; prehumanity)

We remain in a stupour of bewildering proportions.  

Our conscious awareness revealed too much too soon.  A key link regarding what makes us Human remains missing.  Our intellect could not keep up with what our conscious awareness revealed and we never recovered.  We learned, in the face of unacceptable circumstances inherited from the animal's state with which we could not yet contend, to use deceit as a tool rather than face a bewildering issue.  The human race blinded itself.  The heart was never educated, as Aristotle proposed.

Comprehension, clarification, and guidance of our own existence, due to conscious awareness and reason, are Nature's most powerful tools to lead human, sentient life into unbelievable realms of success, far exceeding genetics.  To do so, we must liberate ourselves from the stupour of the animal which is retained due to the bewildering issue of coitus.

We remain stunted due to that lingering issue.  Our ancestors crafted a thorough scheme of denial, resembling the River Lethe, regarding the one most important aspect of sentient existence.  We can supersede the animal in every way.

When we approach the key issue that hobbles our sentient awareness, our minds go blank.  We avoid the issue at all costs because it bewildered our ancestors.  It need no longer bewilder us.

We have gone down a long and weary path of developing self-defeating concepts like supernatural beliefs, existentialism, and authoritarianism, persistently denying our own staggering potential.

An animal's reactionary viewpoint, reminiscent of a death wish, utilizes violence to achieve obscure, witless, and meaningless goals.  That is defeatism, not sentience.  It is also a purposeful distraction from that which bewildered our ancestors.  It is antics of an animal.

The break in the chain began when humanity faced an immensely perplexing situation far beyond its initial sentient comprehension and ability to cope and adjust.

Our early ancestors had not yet developed the powers Nature grants a sentient race in the form of knowledge, reason, and intellect.  Instead, through imagination and creativity, we obfuscated and blockaded the attainment of a fully functional sentient state, since the issue was beyond their ability to cope.

The curtain of obfuscation, constantly reinforced by distractions, has grown to untold proportions over the millennia.  

In front of the curtain, we see a demented race.  What lies behind the curtain is our Humanity.

Humanity, in its earliest days, was put in the awful position of resolving a seemingly impossible issue or forcing blindness on humanity.

Resolving the issue, at the time, was just not possible.  That left obfuscation on a scale that is difficult to imagine.  For very important reasons, the dilemma was considered dangerous to contemplate in the absence of resolution.

Sentient awareness never rests.  It is always seeking clarity.  This is a fundamental trait of sentience that we have yet to fulfill.  We continue to obscure the most crucial problem and, in so doing, cause havoc.  Mostly for the female gender.  Mostly by the male gender.

The animal perspective that remained in place frantically obscured our awareness of one particular issue regarding an animal's existence that does not apply to a sentient race in full mastery of its sentient capabilities.

Our conscious awareness continually pounds against the bars erected to block clarity.  The rage experienced by every youthful generation is an attempt to break through the nonsense.  It took my entire lifetime to do so.

The issue was created when the first form of life engaged in the activity of creating life while only one gender achieved a state of bliss that is obtainable by both genders of a sentient race.  

Nature made animal life in such a way that it could exceed the animal's expectations, once it attained a sentient state.  All of the equipment, all of the tools are available.  All we need to do is use our sentient capabilities to succeed.

This became apparent due to the conscious awareness provided by its sentient state.  The animal perspective of humanity, as long as it remains in an animal state of stupour, just curses knowledge and its sentient state, making it impossible to even confront the issue, much less succeed.  We have intentionally blinded ourselves.  All because of some witless animals calling themselves human three millennia ago.

The curse on knowledge, first pronounced over two millennia ago, was wrong in every way.  It was not knowledge that cursed us.  It was lack of knowledge.

Resolution is ridiculously simple to implement, once we free ourselves of the animal and accept the knowledge that can transform us into something truly sentient with conscious awareness finally free to roam all aspects of a sentient existence.

The issue created by conscious awareness is simply stated.  For a sentient race, there are two desires for coitus.  Please oneself and please one's mate.  The two desires have never consistently converged during coitus because the full capability of a sentient race has never been applied.  

The resolution is incredibly simple once the animal's witless blinders are removed.

In the current rendition of coitus, just like an animal, one gains pleasure while the other provides pleasure.  That is fine for witless animals.  It is an unacceptable predicament for humans of either gender.  It wreaks havoc on everything regarding the sentient state for both genders.

Men take, women give, and it begins in bed.  We are trained in such a way from the point of puberty.  It makes men selfish and women empty.  It need not remain that way.  Human resolution is clear and straightforward. (see Explanations)

We remain a demented animal out of sorts with its Human potential.  Our Humanity requires that the animal act of rutting become the human act of loving.

The only complete resolution is when the unassisted act of creating life also becomes an act that creates love by sharing the incredible, transcendent gift of ecstasy that the act of coitus can provide for both genders.  The act only creates love when the transcendental gift is shared.  Anything less is not worthy of a sentient race and does not fulfill the concept of love.  

Both genders suffer in its absence in different ways.  Our concept of love remains warped and damaged because of the lack.

Can you begin to see how this would have confounded our ancestors?  They were at a loss for resolution and, yet, coitus had to continue.  They handed down their bewilderment and defeat, generation by generation.  With each generation, we became more convinced that there was nothing to be done.

Men can easily overcome what has seemed an insurmountable barrier to our ancestors who clamped down so hard on the matter that exploration of unassisted Loving Coitus became impossible for millennia (see Explanations).  It is just a matter of mastering certain muscles.  Do not confuse that with strengthening muscles.

Humanity works best by consensus and the gathering of forces applied to an issue.  Coitus is the only aspect of life that humanity has been unwilling to explore consensus or apply the slightest effort.

That is the dilemma which our ancient ancestors were forced to confront without the necessary knowledge and awareness that were just beginning to develop.  The results of the last three millennia, in the absence of loving coitus, are not even a surprise.

We twisted the situation and ourselves into knots because we were convinced that men could not succeed. The silent implication was that men were undeserving of a sentient state.  We mistakenly accepted the conclusion that we are no better than an animal at the most important act of  life that does not fulfill sentience until the pleasure is fully shared, thus relegating ourselves to a monstrous existence beyond the bounds of the animal but far from the vistas of sentience and unobstructed conscious awareness.  

Transforming coitus into loving act transforms humanity into a fully sentient race.  It frees us from the shackles of the animal entirely.

Transforming the life-creating act of coitus is the missing piece of the puzzle to fulfill our Humanity.  

The lack has induced the human race's emotional upheaval and, through obfuscation which resulted in a state of stupour, impeded our conscious awareness, reason, and fulfillment as a sentient race since the very beginning.  

The phrase make love has meaning.  Rutting is not making love.  It obviates a fully shared experience for both genders.

Loving coitus is the crucial aspect of the Trajectory of Life that allows a sentient race to take the reins of its existence into its own hands as its conscious awareness can finally fully awaken without obstruction.

Love and the nobler qualities are the natural result of a fully functional sentient life.  We cannot strive for them.  They are not an effort of conscious will, as we have attempted for three millennia.  We cannot force love and noble qualities down the throat of humanity.  It is not something that is learned in a book.  Words are not enough.  All I can do is present the problem, but the problem still must be resolved by men that are tired of failing at love.  The male gender must finally learn it can love.

Love and noble qualities are inherent in a fully sentient state of existence.  It is only a matter of accepting them, educating the heart.  They are the first steps along the extended Trajectory of Life provided by unobstructed sentient, conscious awareness of life.  

Our dystopia is a by-product of the stupour that is eliminated with ease by a race in command of its sentience as it begins to direct the Trajectory of Life for its own benefit.

It is not utopia.  It is stable and mature emotions, rational thought, conscious awareness, and reason transforming our higher ideals into actuality as sentient awareness gains its mastery of life by succeeding at the act of love.  It is human.  There is no downside.

Men were undone by the misbelief that a certain aspect of their sentient existence was beyond their measure.  

Nature provided all that is required for a man to achieve loving coitus with ease.  It only requires our sentient capability of conscious mastery of muscles to overcome the animal's instincts that relegates the act to rutting.  It is explained, to some extent (enough to succeed), in Explanations.  There is more detail in the various books but the summation is in Explanations.

Noble characteristics will appear in full force once the male gender gains its sentient confidence and retains its self-respect.

The obfuscation of the situation began over three millennia ago due to the bewilderment of a newly minted sentient race that became consciously aware of something that was beyond their knowledge to correct.  

The obfuscation became a force of its own over the long millennia as it was inadvertently and subliminally embellished to counter our growing conscious awareness.  It is the disturbing thought that we dared not confront.  Only the cowering, witless fear that there is nothing to be done holds us back today.  We now have the necessary knowledge.

   The Trajectory of Life has now crossed the threshold into a creature that should be seeking the limits of its own tremendous potential.  So far, we have only sought the limits of destruction.

    With human consciousness, we have the potential for love, rational thought, noble characteristics, and mastery of life.  That is far beyond the bounds of any animal.   There is a lot yet to learn about love.

   As I ponder all of this, it seems that, once the dam bursts, the flood of our unconstrained thoughts will clear away the underbrush in short order.

    Even this transformation into a race that can think and love unfettered does not seem the end of the line for the extended Trajectory of Life that sentience is gifted.

    It is more like beginning to apply the tools Nature provided to reach the next level of the Trajectory of Life, whatever that might be.  

    As is my druthers, that makes me ache to know what is on the other side.  What tremendous vistas does this open?

    It will be humanity's first step into the domain of conscious evolution.

   This is a branching point of life in which infinity splits.  The split infinity begins with success at being sentient and comprehending love.  The past will belong to the prehuman.  The future to the Human, sentient being.


Excerpt from Sentience Part II, Childhood's End

The human race has overcome everything but its own insanity.  There is no greater puzzle.  I unraveled it all.


Instigating events

There is a sequence of events in a man's life that creates the comprehensive denial of the transformative component necessary for sentient ascendance.  What could those events possibly be?

In the face of adamant denial, as our sentient awareness became increasingly formidable, hints began to appear.  It is obvious that something is wrong.  Only what is wrong has remains so obscure.

That which went wrong must also apply to all of the varied reactions, the strange behaviours and quirks of the human race.  The quirks observed in the male gender, in particular, must correlate.  While the female gender's quirks must be taken into account, it is clearly the male gender's quirks that stand out as particularly disruptive to our state.

  That defines the hunt.

Every man is affected.  It's just a matter of degree.  Not all men go completely mad but, enough do so to upset our existence in a comprehensive manner and leads to the ongoing destructive tendencies of the race.  

The events must also answer how and why the realization became so twisted and distorted, hidden beneath heaps of nonsense that have accumulated for millennia.  What is the secret that leads to mad obsessions?  How and why did it become an obsessive secret?

That refines the hunt.

One of the most bizarre aspects is that the whole of the male gender was able to close ranks on this unreasonable dysfunction without ever saying a word to each other about the subject.  It is imprinted on the male gender without a word ever being uttered in the most bizarre manner, leading to such awful effects as the caricature of male that became toxic.  

That complicates the hunt.

It has held all of humanity in thrall to the stupour for three millennia, while the prehuman condition became more combative, because it has been so complicated.

All men are so committed, on their own, to avoiding the subject, but so desperate to avoid considering the subject openly that they began to fear anyone that might expose the secret.  The disturbance led to a level of distrust throughout the male gender that speaks to paranoia.  It is the 'good old boys network' personified and crystallized into its essential form.  How did it occur?

Cognitive dissonance

All of this points to a single culprit.  Cognitive dissonance. 

Cognitive dissonance is a state of mental disarray that occurs when a person holds beliefs or opinions that are inconsistent (with a sentient reality and the desire for clarity).  

This defines what happened.  Still, how does it occur?  

It is a disruption of the mental state of the whole of the male gender that is reinforced nearly daily from puberty on until old age.  By then, the damage has become deep and abiding only varying in degree by how the individual coped with the issue at hand (or didn't).

Cognitive dissonance suits the circumstances perfectly.  It disrupts beyond just words.  It disrupts the thinking process itself, throwing thoughts off into deceits, delusions, excuses, and justifications rather than confront the secret that everyone knows.  

It allows for aberrant deceitful thoughts that suppress the most important realizations, reinforces feelings of distrust of 'others', and blinding all and sundry to the secret.  

It creates despair as well as delusions of grandeur.  It initiated all of the paradigms of nonsense by which we live.  It creates an altered state of mind that adapts self-deceits to suit the circumstances of the individual.  

It explains all of the quirks, aberrations, and obsessions that consume individual males, as well as the overall bizarre take on life that the male gender displays.  

The whole spectrum of reactions of the male gender is explained by cognitive dissonance.  It also explains the quirks that many of the female gender adopt through osmosis as it is imprinted on them by the mad antics of the male gender.  It leaves room for all of the paradigms of nonsense that have developed.

It also explains the maintenance of the animal's stupour for three millennia as it sidelined the sentient mental facilities.

That still leaves the question of how cognitive dissonance occurs?

Ecstasy stirs the brain to new heights.  A most disturbing event occurs during male ecstasy that sets off the cognitive dissonance.  

The female does not achieve ecstasy.  The man's ecstasy prevents the desire for its conscious consideration.

An act that has not changed significantly for a billion years becomes disappointing for a sentient being that cannot avoid its own heightened awareness of existence.  The mind retreats in confusion during the surprising state of ecstasy, never to entirely recover.  Instead, it becomes embedded in the subconscious.

For a sentient being, the desire to repeat the experience of ecstasy is tainted by the realization that the woman did not experience the same pleasure.  It becomes firmly embedded in the subconscious as it is repeated over a lifetime.

Do you begin to see the contention between the selfish desire to repeat ecstasy and disturbing realization that the woman does not share in the ecstasy?  The stunning state of ecstasy for the male shunts all else aside.

The disturbance is compounded by the certainty that there is nothing to be done.  The certainty has been in place so long that no one even questions it.  Acceptance of failure preceded the more sophisticated realization by the male gender that it is no longer just an animal.

The male's dissonant, haywire reaction to all of life becomes clear.  The simultaneous occurrence of ecstasy and failure during coitus derails his sentient clarity.

The male sentient brain goes haywire during the ecstatic event of orgasm when the same ecstasy does not occur for his companion.  How does he justify it?  He can't, so his consciousness becomes dissonant and the issue becomes entombed.

That leaves only the curious occurrence of the male gender's communal reaction that may be best described as misogyny.

Camaraderie

The camaraderie of the male gender may be described as the circling the wagons to protect the ludicrous secret that only keeps them from realizing their sentient potential for love.  How that came about is just as convoluted as the cognitive dissonance that preceded it. 

It is based the individual male's misconceived desire to feel like a man and be accepted as a man by others that are putting on the same act.  Twisted like a pretzel.

A man wants to 'feel like a man' in the absence of that which distinguishes a man from an animal.  In order to do so, he has to feel validated by other men.  Because of his cognitive dissonance, he can never validate himself.  

He has no idea if any other man is successful at Loving Coitus since he dares not ask (in general, they are not, close to a point approaching unity), so he relies on the appearance of confidence in men and attempts to mimic the same. This created the caricature of male toxicity, aka conman.  

They put on an act of confidence just to get by and, thus, join the camaraderie of men that developed specifically for the reason of the secret that no one has been willing to admit.  Each and every one of them has been unwilling to admit their own failure and have no confirmation that anyone else fails.  So, the comedy of errors continues on and the most arrogant often become role models for no rational reason.

The camaraderie and contrasting isolation (caused by the secret) experienced by each individual man is compounded by the validation by other males that never rings entirely true. It is one of the most bizarre effects of the twisted path that the prehumans have followed.  It defines topsy-turvy very well.

How ironic that they have been running away from that which can fulfill the self-respect, while ridding them of their dependence on lies and a toxic caricature that damages all. 

The underhanded behaviour that develops to extremes in some herds of prehumans, as they crowd together, are meant to distract from glaring the spotlight on the perceived weakness (which is only a weakness for an animal!).  It is all a craven, cowardly act to seek a sense of superiority to compensate for feelings of inferiority.

A Human species, through the strength of fulfilling Loving Coitus, can create Human capabilities to make it more than an animal in every way.  Until we do, we remain an animal demented by its sentient capabilities in all ways.

The misogyny that resulted from the false camaraderie is an awful, unintended consequence. It is the defensive stance of a mad gender lashing out in exaggerated sensitivity to any mention, or slightest intimation of their failure, no matter how innocent.  It is paranoia seeking the ghosts that it created.

I hope that begins to describe it well enough that some men can begin to counter the insanity.

All of this directs us to the sequence of events, in a man's life and the male gender's increasingly unreasoned state, that creates the bizarre circumstances that have prevented us from obliterating our dystopian, destructive perspective on life.

We can be Human.  We just haven't admitted it yet.

The adamant refutation of the problematic nature of the absence of Loving Coitus, and the missing link to its absolute necessity to attain an unrestricted sentient, Human existence, has made it extremely complex to get to the root of it all, since the deceptions have been embellished and reinforced for three millennia with almost every word uttered or written.  

Rather than confronting the issue and, finally, succeeding, we buried the problem beneath growing heaps of folderol.  We have been hiding from our Humanity.

The strengthening of dissonance over the lifetime of the human race has continued to reinforce the stupour of the animal that remains, becoming more and more violently destructive along the way.

Worse yet, the vaguely conscious awareness as it continued to creep into each generation at a younger age with no known viable recourse, just caused a misdirected rebellion with no discernible target.  Until now.

The importance of the win-win scenario of mutual ecstasy is obvious to our sentient awareness, whether we like it or not.  The male gender must deal with the calamity caused by its absence during coitus.

The worst results are embodied by those that avoid any compensatory action to fulfill the woman's ecstasy.  They take and only take.  Or, whine about it (think InCel and Epstein).  Those that find some stopgap alternative suffer less, but still suffer.

Men intensely hate the feeling of failure that their own ecstasy interferes with conscious consideration.  Conversely, they are driven to keep coming back for more.  It describes the cognitive dissonance perfectly and reveals the source of the ongoing stupour and madness.

It did not begin as a secret.  It began as something that utterly confounded the male gender and grew to the state of a secret that no one was willing to mention but everyone knew because our sentient comprehension has been delayed so long.

In desperation, the male gender continued to attempt to convince itself that there is nothing to be done.  Our increasingly capable sentient awareness has countered that delusion all along.  May it now overcome the madness.