Second wind

     I have gotten a second wind so many times in my pursuit of what is wrong with humanity.   I wonder if anyone has even begun to see the depths of the stupour that we have carried around with us for millennia that has prevented us from attaining our humanity?  

    It is truly stunning.  Human wit combined with the stupour of the animal has wrought all of the pain and misery.  Just like an animal, we have accepted it all without a second thought.

I think I'm about out of breath.  The lilies are about to bloom.

Learning a new language

 I swear, the more I deal with all of this, the more I become convinced it is like learning a new language. That's not a new thought.  It's recurred over the years.

The weird part is that the language includes new concepts, not just a new arrangement for the same old precepts, as is the case with learning a new, prehuman language.  

It's also like looking at a picture of life for a lifetime seeing one thing and, slowly beginning to detect that the image is not what it seems and where the creepy-crawlies squirm.   The image of a human existence is far, far different.  That will be a  developiing image from sometime hence.

You can convey a lot with the old concepts to explain the new, like if there is any god, it is us.  In that case, I am redefining the purpose and meaning of the word god.  

I don't mean to say that I can magically move a mountain with my mind.  But, I would bet against the old versions of gods before I would bet against a future human making it happen at some point in the future.

I've other efforts of higher importance and more rational expectations to clarify first and, also, I'm very afraid I am facing a roadblock beyond my capability to get around it.  

What worries me most is that the roadblock may very well roll right over me in the next couple of months before I get to do the one thing I have been looking forward to.  Who knows?  Maybe it's just indigestion.  

No worries.  It will be as it will be.  I'll move a mountain when I can and if it becomes necessary.  Not likely in this lifetime but, maybe, that's the point.  The old gods were about the past.  Humanity is about the future*.  I don't think it will be happening in this lifetime for me, though.

I should have a lot to add to this one but I'm not sure.  It's a tricky one.

I guess the obvious one is the word love.  Our understanding of the concept is but a faint whisper of all there is.

I am beginning to think that I won't get further with this insight.  It will be up to someone else to expand on it as we become human.

*I italicised that sentence because I think it is important.  Not as important as getting humanity to realize it can be human but important all the same.  Again, I think I will be leaving it to future humans to expand on the concept.